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Ok this post is going to be short, not that sweet, but to the point. I had this random thought just tonight. That thought is this: I wish I could move somewhere else and just start off new with a clean slate. I'm not saying that I haven't had a great time here or I don't have any friends; I have tons of friends that I really appreciate. Just sometimes I wish I could get away from the constant reminders of mistakes that surround me daily here, some of the reminders being people. I don't think that thought is unreasonable because who wouldn't want to wipe the slate clean and live a 'new' life without any of those old influences from your old life or old reminders of who you were when you don't like who you were? Basically, I think what I really want is to destroy those bad first impressions and make new ones, except that want is irrational because many people are too stubborn to give those views up. Or, maybe I really want to destroy the bad things that I've done all together. I haven't really done things that are that bad at all, just for some people when you haven't done really bad things the little things seem huge in perspective when you are trying to be the best you can be.